I wish I was your favorite girl.

You look so sweet sitting down with legs crossed, your face is staring at nowhere, just blankly looking through the space, your eyes are lost in a dream, and your hair is floating. Your lips quiver a bit and your hands are at your side drumming as always. You hold your BlacBerry like it's some treasure and then you suddenly wake up from your hypnosis and look me in the eye and smile. You turn your head upward and look to the sky, y0u let the rays of sun bathe you and it's like they bring you to life. Your skin ever so soft enlightens with the sunlight and I have to battle with the urge of hugging you. I turn away and you turn to look at me, as if you could read my mind, you give me your puppy eyes and your look turns gloomy as you ask: "Hey, what's up? Something wrong?" And I smile because it melts me everytime you worry about me and I just shake my head and you smile back and tilt your head backwards again, absorbing as much sun as you can. You start singing and you drift away again. In my mind I'm silently hugging you and telling you how much I love you, and how much I wish you'd always be like this. Happy.