I shall not surrender.

Even though it's been months since I last did it, that doesn't mean I don't still think about it at times. There are moments when it's hard, there are moments when I feel like surrendering, when I just want t give up and do it all over again. But there's always someone that keeps me from doing it, and most of the times, that person doesn't even know it. But yeah, why lie? I still think about it, there have been times when I've been there again, in the point of no return, but I've always managed to run, I always decide that I'll eat. I shall not surrender. I will not surrender. I don't want to go back there again, I've come so far, too far to screw things up again. This is a path, a difficult path, but I will come out this alive and healthy.

I shall not surrender.